My name is David Lacopo, and my spiritual journey began at nine years old, when I woke with an angel by my side after experiencing the Dark Night of the Soul. As the angel lowered a sphere of divine light upon my head, my mind filled with sacred knowledge. These angelic visitations continued throughout my life—except during a 15-year dark chapter, when I was left to face the darkness on my own. That descent was an initiation I had to complete before stepping fully onto the path of enlightenment. When I returned to the light, I carried with me the lived experience and divine wisdom of both the higher and lower realms—light and shadow. At 35, a near-death experience triggered a spiritual awakening. At 41, Jesus appeared and gave me full clarity of my purpose. Today, as the founder of the Golden Light Academy, I help others overcome fear, raise their state of consciousness, and reach enlightenment—I remain in service to humanity.
I understand demons and evil entities; I understand how they can torment us physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually; I understand how they can seize our state of consciousness and drag us into the bottomless pit of darkness; and I understand how we can break these negative attachments by raising our vibration.
I believe that the shadow of the cross—the upside down cross—is the darkness that hungers for our sins; Jesus, is the divine light of enlightenment; God, is the eternal creative force that holds life across the universe; The seed of God, is divine love; Enlightenment, is becoming one with our higher self and everything in the universe; Life, is an experience to further our growth; and Death, is waking from the experience of life.
The Sacred Archives:
My Spiritual Journey
1988 (9 y.o.): The Dark Night of the Soul
My spiritual journey began when I was nine, with a profound and dark experience known as the Dark Night of the Soul. Each night, I found myself alone in the void of space, staring at distant Earth, far from my family and unsure if I would ever see them again. My mind was overwhelmed by the thought that nothing exists after our physical life on Earth. For an entire week, I cried each night, traumatized by the concept of “nothingness.” I still vividly recall the complete darkness around me and the echoing, terrifying thought: “Forever and ever, nothingness.”
The morning after that week, I opened my eyes to find an angel beside me, holding a beautiful sphere of divine light. She lowered the light onto my head, and my mind filled with divine knowledge. This angelic presence has visited me regularly throughout my life—except during a fifteen‑year dark chapter—and has guided me in helping others reach higher states of consciousness.
The Dark Night of the Soul is an experience most of us will face at least once, and some may endure it several times. An experience can last a few days, weeks, months, or even years. It strips away all light and spiritual understanding, leaving us alone in darkness to face our fears and inner demons. God evokes this powerful experience as a purification of our physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual bodies—so that we may ultimately rise to higher states of consciousness.
“The darkness and the other evils of which the soul is conscious when this divine light strikes it are not darkness or evils caused by this light, but pertain to the soul itself, and the light illumines it so that it may see them.”
1997 (18 y.o.): My First Guided Meditation Session
I experienced my very first guided meditation at the age of eighteen; as I woke on a hot summer day, I was guided by an angel to remain lying on my back, relaxed, and focused on my breathing. My body then became as light as a feather as bubbles of divine light seemed to form all around me—it felt like I had started to levitate. Suddenly, fear overcame me, and I opened my eyes—I am not sure if I had been physically levitating or if it was an out-of-body experience, but I can clearly recall falling backwards on my bed. I then spent the following weeks completely disoriented and mentally unbalanced.
1997 (18 y.o.): A Dark Path
In the summer of 1997, as I walked home one night, I sensed something eerie. I slowed my pace and then came to a stop as fear overwhelmed me—there he stood, waiting for me: A dark shadow—a demon. In that moment, I felt all the light in my life fade away, and a very dark chapter began. The following fifteen years were spent in darkness. Instead of waking each morning with an angel by my side bringing divine knowledge, I woke in the middle of the night, paralyzed with fear, as a demon stood by my side, tapping and scratching his fingernails on my headboard, tormenting me emotionally and mentally. I struggled with constant fears, disturbing thoughts, depression, anxiety, horrific visions, and countless hauntings.
Many times, when I would be driving late at night by myself, I would look at my rearview mirror and the demon would appear behind me. Once I was working late at night and I was listening to music in my home office. Then the music started getting louder and louder and as I turned to look behind me, it was there, raising the volume knob on my stereo.
Only after overcoming this fifteen-year dark chapter did I finally understand that I needed all the experiences that took place because I needed to have a deep understanding of both light and darkness, a deep understanding of both the higher states of consciousness and the lower states of consciousness.
2005 (26 y.o.): Musical Milestone
I met Bono in 2005 and had a brief conversation with him; we mostly talked about music and how much of an inspiration he had been to me. Our conversation then came to an end and Bono left me with his words of wisdom: “Always keep the wheels on the bus rolling.” I was overwhelmed and completely captivated by his blue eyes. It was a divine experience as Bono, through his blue eyes and the Life Purpose Energy of “XXII The Fool,” allowed me to rise diagonally and have a spontaneous personal experience with the first Sephirah (Kether: The Crown).
I was born on February 21, 1979 (02 + 21 + 1979 = 2002 → 2 + 0 + 0 + 2 = 4). The divine energy associated with my Life Purpose is “IV The Emperor,” which corresponds to Path 4 on the Tree of Life (connecting Sephirah 2: Chokhmah and Sephirah 6: Tiphareth). I also have green eyes, which means I hold the light of the higher Sephirah (Chokhmah) and the shadow of the lower Sephirah (Tiphareth)—but only because of the Sephiroth linked to Path 4. Bono was born on May 10, 1960 (05 + 10 + 1960 = 1975 → 1 + 9 + 7 + 5 = 22). The divine energy associated with Bono’s Life Purpose is “XXII The Fool,” which corresponds to Path 22 (connecting Sephirah 1: Kether and Sephirah 2: Chokhmah). He has blue eyes, so he holds the light of the higher Sephirah (Kether)—because that is the higher Sephirah of the Path tied to his Life Purpose. Our eye color identifies whether we hold the light or the shadow of the Sephiroth connected to the specific Path of our Life Purpose—it is not an independent indicator of Sephiroth.
On December 15, 2005, my band One Away and I performed as the opening act for Bon Jovi in our hometown Montreal; I had reached my very first musical milestone and my dream of being a rock star truly seemed to be manifesting.
2008 (29 y.o.): The Crossroads
I reached the crossroads in 2008 as my bandmates and I were in a studio completing the recording of our first full-length album. The dark shadow appeared before me as I woke one morning, and materialized in physical form; he was tall, muscular, wearing what seemed like a black cape, his skin was silky black, his eyes were black with hues of red, he had black horns with tiny red veins, and his aura was simply terrifying. He took me on a “ride.”
I was sitting in a rollercoaster cart and as I looked below, I saw what seemed like my future: fame, fortune, women, pleasure; I was living my dream! I was overwhelmed with excitement, but as the ride came to an end and I turned to look behind me, I was traumatized to see my family and my wife’s family sitting behind me in terror—I was ashamed. He then made me sit and watch them burn. As they dissipated into smoke, he waited for my answer, for me to make a choice—I will never forget getting off that cart and running as far away as I could.
During the following weeks, I began receiving several divine callings, urging me to return to the spiritual path that had been laid before me as a child. I knew the time had come to make the difficult decision to give up my dream of becoming a rock star, as it would have led me down a very dark path. I left the band not long after and began focusing entirely on finding the light that had left me eleven years earlier.
2009 (30 y.o.): Bible Study
I had to find the light once more, but I didn’t know how or where to start. Being catholic and very religious, my wife decided to buy me a Bible—and I spent the next following years studying it. Studying the bible was an incredible experience, but it was never about believing if the stories were real or not or believing if the events took place or not. As a software programmer, I looked at the Bible as a code to reprogram my state of consciousness to reach higher states of consciousness by understanding the lessons hidden in its stories. The most powerful lesson I learned from studying the Bible was incredibly simple—something everyone already knows deep down. But we must believe it without any fear, doubt, or hesitation. That lesson is: LOVE. The kind of love that fills us when we reach higher states of consciousness. With that love, we can overcome anything—any darkness, any negative thought or emotion, even any demon.
2010 (31 y.o.): An Oath of Righteousness
I made an oath with God to live in righteousness with the fear of God—I had shaven my head and gave up alcohol, along with anything else that didn’t nourish my physical, emotional, mental, or spiritual health. I also spent my mornings giving alms to the homeless as I would drive to work.
“For almsgiving delivers from death and keeps you from going into the darkness.”
2011 (32 y.o.): The Seal of Temptation Which Keeps Me Righteous
The secret of the Seal of Temptation was revealed in 2024 after recovering the Sword of the Spirit—the Breastplate of Righteousness.
An angel of God appeared before me in the Scotland Highlands as I woke on an early morning on June 17, 2011 (Culnacnoc, Isle of Skye, Scotland). I could not get a glimpse of his face as he stood before me, several feet taller and as bright as the sun. I noticed an open bleeding wound running diagonally down his left pectoral—a great contrast between his bright pink wound and his bright-shinning figure. He placed his thumb and index finger over his wound and gently sealed the wound as he moved down his pectoral. He whispered: “The Seal of Temptation.”
As the years passed, I meditated and contemplated many times on this experience, receiving lots of guidance and understanding. Then, in 2019, as I was meditating, I experienced a beautiful higher realm filled with light and love. Everything felt connected; I felt connected with everything. Then, as I simply thought of the angel who had appeared to me back in Scotland, he instantly manifested before me—once we are connected to everything, we can access anything or anyone by a simple thought. I was finally able to see the angel’s face, and I was amazed as I was staring at myself, but I was not in my current physical appearance; it was the perfected version of me—my higher self, my divine soul.
“When an individual completely enters the mystery of prophecy, he suddenly sees his own image standing before him. He becomes totally unaware of his own essence, as if it were concealed from him. Then he sees his own image standing before him, speaking to him and telling him of the future. It is regarding this mystery that our sages say, ‘Great is the power of the prophets, since they liken a form to its Creator.’”
2012 (33 y.o.): Return of the Light
For fifteen years, I endured profound darkness. Demonic presences, emotional torments, and relentless fear became my constant companions. Depression and anxiety consumed me; my state of consciousness descended into what felt like a bottomless pit, mimicking death itself. Yet these experiences were sacred initiations—they refined me. The turning point did not come from the outside; it emerged from within. I realized that if consciousness could fall, it could also rise.
In 2012, when I was thirty-three years old, the light finally returned within me. The Seal of Temptation and the sacred lessons of the Bible empowered me to face and overcome my fears, my inner demons, and the dark shadow that had tormented me for fifteen years.
2013 (34 y.o.): My Emotional Breakdown
I had never spoken to anyone about my spiritual journey, and years of suppressing these experiences eventually led to an emotional breakdown on December 10, 2013—so severe that it caused me to break my four-year Oath of Righteousness and lose all physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual balance, ultimately landing me in the hospital. I lost a significant amount of weight and could barely eat. I suffered from convulsions, dizziness, nausea, and sudden blackouts. Night sweats and cold shivers disrupted my sleep, and I felt like a prisoner in my own failing body. I had completely lost control of my mind and body, missing out on precious time with my family during the holidays—a period that marked one of the most transformative chapters of my life.
2014 (35 y.o.): My Near-Death Experience
On the night of Wednesday, January 8, 2014, I came home, sat down with my wife, and broke into tears as I opened up about my spiritual journey—and confessed something I had kept from her. Back in September 2013, my father-in-law had been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and given only months to live—God bless his soul, he fought bravely until August 2014, just weeks before the birth of our second son. The truth was, I had known about his diagnosis before my wife did; my angel had not only warned me but had also shown me daily visions of what was to come. It had been my duty to support my wife and her family, yet I said nothing—I suppressed the spiritual guidance I was given and remained silent.
By Friday, January 10, 2014, I had been off work for a month, slowly recovering, still battling dizziness, nausea, and chills. I believed a warm bath with Epsom salt, lavender oil, and baking soda might soothe my symptoms, but as I lay back in the water, I slipped into a deep, peaceful sleep—and drifted too far to the other side. When I opened my eyes, I saw myself below, lying still beneath the water. Several angels stood around me, and I began to sense a deep disappointment—but whether it was my own for having failed, theirs for failing me, or for not intervening sooner, I couldn’t tell. Then I blacked out. When I regained consciousness, I was still in the bathtub, submerged beneath the water. I could still feel their presence—around me, within me, and in my first breath as I surfaced and gasped for air. They had brought me back, as my purpose had not yet been fulfilled.
2014 (35 y.o.): My First Tarot Deck
Over the years, I’ve had some incredible spiritual experiences—premonitions, communications with higher souls, and leaving my physical body behind, reconnecting with my divine soul, and reaching a state of pure bliss—also known as enlightenment. By mid 2014, however, frustration began to set in. All my spiritual experiences had always occurred randomly; I was never able to consciously request or initiate a specific experience or communication. Then, unexpectedly in November 2014, I received a message that I won an online contest from a website where I had previously purchased crystals—it was my very first Tarot deck: The Guardian Angel Tarot Cards by Doreen Virtue and Radleigh Valentine. At first, I had no interest in Tarot, but as the weeks went by, my angel revealed that the Tarot had been sent to me as a tool; a way to consciously communicate with the spiritual realm—at will.
2017 (38 y.o.): Tarot Reading Festival, Breaking the Misconceptions of Tarot
Up until 2017, my spiritual journey had been a closely guarded secret—something I kept from almost everyone. But when I turned thirty-eight, I received guidance from my angel to not only begin speaking openly about my spiritual path, but also to host a festival aimed at breaking the misconceptions surrounding Tarot and promoting it as a tool for personal development, spiritual growth, and reaching enlightenment.
This vision came to life in September 2018 and again in September 2019 with The Light and Love Tarot Reading Festival, featuring guests of honor Mary K. Greer and Rachel Pollack.
2018 (39 y.o.): Breaking the Silence and Embracing the Mission
I finally stepped out of the “spiritual closet” and began speaking publicly about my spiritual journey. In July 2018, while organizing my first Tarot reading festival, I was invited to lead a workshop at a spiritual conference in Montreal, Canada. As the workshop began, I broke down in tears before the audience, releasing years of suppressed emotions and unspoken experiences. After a few moments of silence, I gathered myself and completed the session. That moment proved to be profoundly healing—and marked the true beginning of my mission to help others fulfill their soul’s growth. Both Tarot festivals became not only a crash course in public speaking, but also a gateway to connect with spiritual communities from around the world and meet like-minded souls.
2018 (39 y.o.): The Kabbalah, Mapping Human Relationships
Understanding our own actions, thoughts, and emotions is often a challenge. Trying to understand someone else’s physical, emotional, and mental bodies can be even more overwhelming. But attempting to unravel the complex psychological and emotional patterns that lie deep within a relationship is not a task suited for someone without psychological training.
I had always been interested in what differentiates one relationship from another, but I never had the opportunity to explore that interest in depth—until I came across the books Tarot for Your Self and Tarot Mirrors by Mary K. Greer, as well as The Absolute Key to Occult Science by Papus. These books set me on an ambitious and exciting journey to discover how we might better understand the relationship between two individuals.
While reading Papus’ book, I was intrigued by a concept he called the Septenary. It was a six-pointed star—similar to the Star of David—where each point was assigned a number, and a seventh number sat at the center. He had developed a series of these stars, associating each number with a Major Arcana Tarot card. I became deeply interested in this system, especially since I had already been linking the Major Arcana to our Life Purpose by reducing our birthdate. I began to wonder: could I create some kind of map to help further understand human relationships?
After spending over a year immersed in patterns and numbers, trying to unlock the missing link in Papus’ Septenary, I encountered the destructive divine energy of the sixteenth Major Arcana Tarot card: “XVI The Tower.” The angel appeared and urged me to discard everything I had worked on.
I was on a three-week family vacation in France, and as we took the train to Marseille, I pulled out a sheet of paper and once again got carried away with patterns and numbers—filling both sides completely with ink. As we arrived in Marseille, I decided it was time to set my obsession aside and focus on quality time with my family. The next morning, I awoke to find the angel by my side. He explained that if I truly wished to map out human relationships, I would have to put aside Papus’ Septenary system. It had been given to Papus for his own personal growth and understanding. Then, I was shown the map that lies hidden within all human relationships: the Kabbalah—the Tree of Life.
2019 (40 y.o.): Channeling My Higher Self
My spiritual journey began when I was nine years old, but my true purpose wasn’t revealed until I turned forty. While meditating and channeling my higher self on November 28, 2019, I experienced the realm of the sixth dimension—a realm where everything is connected, and all is divine light and love. In that moment, I was shown the oath I had taken before incarnating into the physical-material realm—an oath that binds me to God, to help others rise to higher states of consciousness. In 2020, Jesus appeared before me to deepen my understanding and guide me further on this path.
2020 (41 y.o.): Revelation of Achquelin and the Divine Soul
On January 21, 2020, I had an incredibly deep and enlightening experience that left me in contemplation for hours as I tried to grasp the information and abstract concepts I had received. I found myself in the void of space, once again surrounded by darkness and emptiness—another experience of the Dark Night of the Soul. But this time, I existed beyond the concepts of pain and fear, light and darkness. Then, a mighty angel appeared before me, in a divine golden armor of light. The armor pulsed with electric white and blue energy, while the angel’s face and long hair radiated with a blinding blaze of white flames. He held the entire universe within a sphere of divine light and love—and then, by his own will, chose to enter and experience his creation.
The angel revealed that he had been with me since birth—my personal guide and spiritual mentor—as he was none other than my higher self, my divine soul. My mind was then filled with the knowledge that we may never see the blinding face of the one true God, and there can be no devil or anything else alongside of God, because God is all that is, God is light and love, God is everything and everywhere. God is not some giant entity or being observing us from above, and God is not responsible for everything that happens in this world because God is the eternal divine energy that holds life across the universe—Divine Love. Our divine soul holds the responsibility to craft and manifest all the experiences that we require on the physical-material realm to fulfill its growth.
I also finally understood that everything I had experienced, both positive and negative, was part of an intensive course designed to help me personally understand the full spectrum of human consciousness and the reality beyond the physical-material realm. There are no good or bad experiences—only learning experiences.
Achquelin [ACH-kweh-lyn]: The “ch” is pronounced with a guttural sound, like a soft throat-clearing—similar to the German “Bach” or the Scottish “loch.” It’s produced at the back of the throat, almost like rolling an “r” in the throat but breathier.
2020 (41 y.o.): Mother Mary and Our Lord Jesus Christ
I woke on February 8, 2020, at 2:30 a.m. to find Mother Mary sitting by my side, holding my hand. We were waiting for Our Lord Jesus Christ to arrive. When He did, He looked at me and, with three simple words, gave me all the clarity and guidance I would need to complete my journey.
2020 (41 y.o.): Published My First Book
Raising Our State of Consciousness to Fulfill Our Soul’s Growth – A Deeper Understanding of Tarot Through the Kabbalah
Tarot is greatly misunderstood and mostly associated with divination, but its true purpose moves far beyond the realm of fortune telling; it is a powerful tool for self-development and spiritual growth. Tarot is also the only sacred text that remains unaltered, and the only sacred text that has been personally written for us, as its content lies hidden in our higher consciousness, with our higher self.
This book holds a collection of personal experiences, divine knowledge received from my personal guide and spiritual mentor, and spiritual growth exercises that will set you on your path to fulfill your soul’s growth. It also includes enlightening exercises such as working with the letters of the Hebrew alphabet to manifest positive changes within, mapping the Tarot cards across the Kabbalah to gain a deeper understanding of the Court cards, and working with Tarot and the Kabbalah to understand and improve human relationships.
2021 (42 y.o.): The Sacred Art of Healing
Learning how to heal was never something I had to accomplish or was meant to do. It wasn’t a calling, and it wasn’t part of my greater purpose. It began as a quiet curiosity—a desire to understand, to explore, and to experience. When I asked my higher self if healing others was part of my journey, the answer I received was gentle and clear: “If this interests you, you will receive the guidance required.” I held several meditation sessions, seeking guidance on how to proceed. And while I did receive some insight during these meditations, most of my teachings came live—in the sacred space of healing itself.
In the beginning, I always called upon the Four Archangels—Michael, Gabriel, Auriel, and Raphael—and surrounded myself with their presence. That became my training ground for the first couple of years. But I quickly learned that even with the Archangels at your side, you are not immune to danger. There are spiritual laws that must be respected, and moments that test your discernment and experience.
One of those moments came during an early healing session. The Daily Guidance Force that day was XII The Hanged Man. I had just filled my student’s mind with divine white light when something unexpected appeared—a long, thin black dagger, embedded at the very center of their brain.
They had unknowingly brought it upon themselves when, in a moment of despair, they spoke words aloud that expressed a deep loss of faith in themselves—their words had manifested a darkness within. Words, especially when charged with emotion and belief, are powerful spells. This is why I always encourage the practice of a morning ritual: reciting a mantra, prayer, or affirmation, and speaking in the universal language of love to manifest the reality we truly desire.
As soon as the dagger revealed itself, the Four Archangels rushed in. I was guided to prepare a sphere of divine light. They removed the dagger, placed it into the sphere, and Archangel Raphael carried it to the heavens where it was dissipated. That moment changed me. It humbled me. And it encouraged me to continue.
The student later returned for a second session—once again, under the Daily Guidance Force of XII The Hanged Man. This time, four smaller black daggers appeared—two behind each side of the head. The Archangels moved swiftly to remove them, but everything happened so fast… I froze. I was caught in awe, and I forgot to prepare the sphere. The daggers dropped to the ground. Then Archangel Auriel descended in radiant force, wings fully extended. A powerful beam of light shot down to contain the fallen daggers. He urged me to quickly form the sphere. Once completed, Archangel Raphael carried it away again—but it was too late. A darkness had already manifested in the physical realm… and it remained. The session left me disoriented, unsettled, and disappointed in myself. But I didn’t think too much of it—until two days later.
It was a beautiful Saturday morning, under the Daily Guidance Force of XIV Temperance. I went outside to meditate beneath the warm sun. When I finished, I checked the time—10:17 AM. Then something strange happened. I blinked… and found myself lying on the grass, my phone beside me. I picked it up again—it now read 10:30 AM. Thirteen minutes had vanished. I sat up, trying to understand what had happened. That’s when I felt the pain—four sharp points, shaped like a diamond, at the back of my neck. Through time and space, the darkness I had failed to contain had found me—and pierced me.
- 10 + 17 + 10 + 30 = 67 → 6 + 7 = 13 → XIII Death.
- XII The Hanged Man marked the beginning—an invitation to step out of my comfort zone, to surrender what I thought I knew, and to move forward not with theory or training, but with faith, intuition, and spiritual guidance. It was a call to see the world from an inverted perspective… to trust the unknown.
- XIV Temperance brought the sacred space for healing—inner alignment, restoration, and divine recalibration. It was a moment of stillness, of harmony between light and shadow, preparing me for what was to come.
- XIII Death completed the cycle. The synchronicity of the 13 missing minutes, and the numerical reduction of both times, was no coincidence. It was a clear message: this path is not to be taken lightly. The work I do carries real weight. This was not just a lesson—it was a warning. One that asked me to walk forward with greater focus and deeper commitment to the sacred responsibility of healing.
In the weeks that followed, I worked closely with the Four Archangels—not as a healer, but as one in need of healing. I had removed a darkness that was never mine to carry. But through this experience came deeper reverence… and a greater wisdom in what it truly means to heal.
2024 (45 y.o.): The Sword of the Spirit, Our Sacred Initiation
I’ve always been fascinated by swords—especially legendary ones from mythology and pop culture. Swords like Excalibur, the mystical sword of King Arthur; a Jedi Master’s lightsaber; He-Man’s Power Sword; and even Link’s Master Sword. Each of these swords represents something more than just being a weapon—they are symbols of truth, righteousness, wisdom, and the power to overcome darkness.
But in 2009, when I began studying the Bible, I discovered another sword—one that carries a deeper, spiritual meaning: the Sword of the Spirit.
Now, fast forward to 2023—a year filled with struggle. I kept finding myself lost in a bottomless pit of darkness, battling my ego to lift myself out. But I was exhausted, and I couldn’t understand why I kept falling.
Then, in February 2024, everything changed. Once again, I found myself deep in the lower states of consciousness, but this time I saw a sword shining brightly beneath me. I reached out, grabbed it, and in an instant, the darkness around me dissipated, and I rose out of the pit.
Seeking to understand the meaning of this experience, I meditated and was guided to revisit all my notes from my 2023 meditation sessions. To my amazement, I discovered a recurring message I had received throughout the year: “Explore the subconscious, the lower states of consciousness, to recover Excalibur—to recover the Sword of the Spirit.”
When the Sword of the Spirit manifests in our consciousness, it grants us the profound power to dissipate the darkness around us. I have now been guided to share this gift with others, and as I have freely received it, I will freely give it.
If you feel the call—if you are ready to take an oath of righteousness and commit to being of service to humanity—I invite you to join my free online initiation.
But I must warn you: This is not for entertainment or to satisfy mere curiosity. You must be prepared to face your inner demons, overcome your fears, and renounce your ego. Darkness will see you, and when it does, it will try to torment you and dim your light. If you are not ready, it will succeed.
However, if you are ready to stand in truth—if you are ready to wield the Sword of the Spirit and dissipate the darkness that has fallen over this world—I am here to guide you.
2024 (45 y.o.): A Revelation in Joshua Tree
At the end of July 2024, I had an incredible experience in Joshua Tree, California—an experience so profound it changed something deep within me.
When I returned home, I found myself without the desire to share or work on anything spiritual. It wasn’t because I was unmotivated or uninspired. The experience had simply been so overwhelming, so complete, that I wasn’t sure there was anything else I could do that would fulfill me the way that moment did.
We stayed in an isolated house in the desert, facing Joshua Tree National Park. Each morning, my wife and I would rise early, before the kids woke up, and step outside to enjoy the silence. We would sit together, gazing into the vast openness of the desert and the distant mountains—it was breathtaking.
But one morning, something extraordinary happened.
An overwhelming feeling came over us—so powerful that I still struggle to describe it. It shifted everything inside me and placed life into perfect perspective. I looked at my wife and asked her, “Can you feel this? Isn’t this amazing? This is exactly what I’m meant to do. This is what I want to share with the world. But how? How do I manifest this?”
The experience was so profound it made me feel like a tiny speck of sand in the vastness of existence.
Since coming back, I’ve found myself in a kind of limbo. I haven’t felt called to focus on anything—not even meditating—because my mind simply isn’t there. Part of me longs to return to Joshua Tree, but for now, that isn’t an option.
Still, something beautiful happened.
Maybe it’s a sign. Maybe it’s guidance.
Or maybe… just a little bit of magick.
A Joshua Tree seed I had brought back with me—It sprouted.
So for now, I’ll focus on nurturing this little life.
Maybe it will shine a light back toward me
and guide me further along my journey.
I love this.
“Revelation is intensely personal, and is actually not translatable into conscious content at all. That is why any attempt to describe it in words is usually incomprehensible, even to the writer himself at another time.”
“Revelation cannot be explained, because it is knowledge. Revelation happens. It is the only really natural happening, because it reflects the nature of God.”
“Its content cannot be expressed and is intensely personal to the mind which receives it.”
2025 (46 y.o.): Conquering Fear—A Spiritual Death and Rebirth in Maui
On July 13th, 2025, standing on the western cliffs of Maui, I came face to face with a fear that had been silently growing inside me—one that had followed me since last year, perhaps even longer. The Daily Guidance Force that day was XI Justice, the same divine energy guiding my entire 2025 Year of Life Force. I should have known this moment would come, as Justice is not simply a card of fairness—it is the sword of balance. It strikes precisely where healing is required, exposing the unhealed wounds and forcing us to face what we have long avoided.
Driving along the cliffs of Maui, my heart raced uncontrollably, my hands trembled on the steering wheel, and my breath shortened as the edge of the road became a symbol of my deepest phobia. The same terror had overwhelmed me in 2024 on the road to Sequoia. We had planned to drive up the Haleakalā Summit, but once this fear resurfaced, I told my wife I couldn’t do it. I told her she should go on her own with a tour, as my fear was paralyzing. Naturally, she was upset, and rightfully so—I felt like I was abandoning a family moment. But inside, I knew this wasn’t about a road trip. It was about something much deeper.
Later that day, I entered the ocean alone to free-dive. The ocean always calms me—it holds no cliffs, no edges, only infinite depth and surrender. As I remained in stillness beneath the surface, a sea turtle approached me. In Maui, they say you must keep ten feet of distance to protect these sacred beings, but this one came directly toward me. I gently backed away, respecting its space, but in that sacred moment, the turtle left me with a telepathic message—a spiritual download:
“Control your breathing. Shift your perception. This won’t kill you. It can’t kill you. Move steady and slowly, and you will overcome it.”
That message became my anchor.
On July 14th, 2025, the Daily Guidance Force shifted to XII The Hanged Man. That morning, I had a disturbing dream—a snake approached me. But instead of fighting it, I chose to accept it. I wrapped it around my waist, transforming it into my belt. Then a demon appeared, and I tried to cast it out, but I failed. The lesson was immediate and crystal clear:
I cannot fulfill my spiritual mission if I hold on to fear. How can I expect to battle darkness if I’m still nurturing a hidden fear within me?
I woke up knowing that if I didn’t face this phobia now, a greater obstacle would manifest. Darkness is cunning—it tries to plant seeds of fear in the hearts of those who carry the light. The demon in my dream had gone deep into me, hoping I would feed it. But that morning, my higher self gifted me a new mantra:
“I deny fear and replace it with love, and with this love, I cast away all demons.”
Then came July 15th, 2025—the Daily Guidance Force was XIII Death.
This day marked the death of my old self, the part of me that was still under the spell of fear.
I drove up and down the treacherous Haleakalā Summit road with my wife and our three children. It was not easy—every curve was a spiritual battle. But I repeated my mantra, over and over, and visualized the Sword of the Spirit. I took the road one tight switchback at a time, one breath at a time, visualizing the sword cutting through every shadow of fear. When we reached the summit and later returned safely to the bottom, I broke down and cried. I felt a new power awaken deep within me, and through my tears, I released and healed this phobia.
The Sacred Revelation:
When you come across something that stirs fear within you, do not run from it. Do not avoid it. Shift your perception. This is your sacred opportunity—not just to heal, but to free yourself from the inner demons that feed on fear. This is your path to spiritual liberation.
If you do not overcome the small fears now, you will face greater obstacles later, in this life or the next. But when you face them directly, when you stand in the face of fear and move forward anyway, you become untouchable.
On the cliffs of Maui, in the depths of the ocean, and on the summit of Haleakalā, a part of me died, and a new part of me was born. This is not just about fear of heights or narrow roads—it is about reclaiming my divine authority, refusing to let fear define my path, and stepping fully into my mission.
I share this openly, as I have always done, because my spiritual journey is not just mine—it is a reflection of the human experience, a mirror for anyone who seeks to rise.
I deny fear and replace it with love.
And with this love, I cast away all demons.